Damn, I need to check my DA more often... It was good actually, I've made a few sales this new year already for my little Etsy shop! (PastelMarshmallows) and that was a nice surprise, my thing for this year is to find the cute in everything, fully get over this shitty ass bump in my eating disorder (Being discharged from the hospital after four freaking long ass months of counseling and a 'regular diet'), and to keep my suicide attempts to a maximum of three a month! So yeah, I think this year will be better than last year... Last year and the year before that was total hell for me, so this year, I WILL MAKE IT BETTER! *flops over* so yeah, eventually I will get back to drawing, but for now, I'm going to be doing a lot to make money, hope to get a better job where I don't need to talk to many people because of my social anxiety. Oh! Did I tell you I was diagnosed with PTSD (Including Hallucinations/flashbacks/voices woo >.>*sarcastic fireworks*), Severe Suicidal Ideation, Severe Bulimic Disorder, Body Dismorphic Disorder, aaaaaand a whopping dose of Depression! ...I went through Five whole weeks of tests to learn stuff I already knew about myself, whoop-de-fucking-doo.... Oh and I finally got a therapist to help with my PTSD and control my flashbacks and all that stuff! So that's good, So now I have people for Mia (I named my eating disorder Mia, short for BuliMIA), my PTSD, my Depression/suicidal thoughts, aaaaand one church councilor...! My cosplay group has grown a lot actually! My niece, cousin, boyfriend, Instagram friends that I met at an amazing meetup and ... There's someone else but I don't remember right now! Oh, I am also hosting small homestuck (No grey makeup though haha, learned that the hard way, got kicked out but SO worth it!) cosplay meets at the mall to tell my Anxiety that I can get over it for a bit, even if it's a little bit at a time! Oh and I'm learning to cope with life without any substances or drugs again! So yeah, this year, will be so much better! I promise!! Oh and HI!!!! I haven't talked to you in a while so HI!!!! *hugs* Oh, and I also am taking on the Japanese street fashion of Sweet Lolita! I am sewing my own skirts and everything~!